Days THIRTY SIX thru Fifty SIX

Well I am still doing the HCG and following the diet somewhat, but I have not been cooking like I was at the beginning. So ultimately I have only lost a few more pounds. NOW I am starting to get mad. I am getting mad at myself for not trying so hard and for giving in to all the temptations around my home and when I am out and about. I look back and realize that I could have lost 56-60 pounds by now. I have only lost 24 pounds thus far. I have to get serious. I think I will add a bit of exercise to my regimen. Tomorrow I will start doing my Pilates again. It isn't stressful to my joints, it makes me feel amazing, it tones me up and may just give me that extra push to really start seeing results. I have lost a few more inches here & there and feel way better in a bathing suit then I did last year, but I still have at least 50 pounds to go! Stick with it, stay strong! Don't give into those cravings, don't cheat, cook your food in advance and imagine your body long & lean! It will happen. It didn't happen for me by June, but now my goal is to be down the weight by my birthday. I have TWO more months. That is 60 days..... I will be under the 200 mark!!! Ready set GO AND DO IT!!! {This is a pep talk to myself when I re-read my blog, which really helps get me motivated}.