Day TWO

I am so afraid to look at the scale as I ate like a cow yesterday! I get on.... 247.8. WHAT? No way I thought. So I get on the scale again and sure enough I lost a little more than a pound. However, today is day two of "Loading Day" so I have to eat like a pig again today, so perhaps tomorrow I will see a weight increase that they say is normal. I am not going to worry about that now. Now I am going to eat! Breakfast: Two sausage & egg burritos from McDonalds, plus a hashbrown AND today I am really going for it, a sausage biscuit off the $1 menu. I couldn't eat it all. I was actually SICK. I couldn't do it! Lunch: Insult to injury, McDonalds again. I did NOT want to go there, but I figured I need high fat and Pita Jungle and my favorite sushi place is not going to have enough there for me to do this. So I indulge in a Filet-O-Fish sandwich, a small chocolate shake and a large french fry. I ate the sandwhich & drank the shake without a problem, but midway through the fries I feel like I am going to throw up. I am done!! I think I know how the guy on Super Size Me must have felt. Like shit! Dinner: My last supper! OK, so before I started this diet I thought I am going to make my last supper a special one. I am going to eat my most favorite thing on this earth. The braised beef and tortolini from Olive Garden. It's sure to have tons of fat and since I know I won't be eating this again, at least not for a long long time, I want this for dinner. Well now that the night is here and I have absolutely NO appetite, I don't care what I eat. So my husband decides he wants Mexican food and wants a burrito, so we go to Caramaba's and get our favorite burrito's and some chips and salsa as well. Now we have never had a problem eating these burrito's and also the whole bag of chips and salsa that they give you before. However, tonight we seriously ate two or three of the chips and only 3/4 of our burritos. We both felt miserable, we felt disgustingly full and had no desire to finish them and both refrained from eating anything else the rest of the night. The night when we could have had anything for dessert. We just can't do it. The HCG is definitely working already and I am loving that my appetite is leaving me. It's kinda scary in one way, but also a relief. I am going to do this, it's going to work! Today I am BIG Jen, but tomorrow I will get a wee bit littler. I can feel it! Tomorrow we start the 500 calorie diet program. I have premade up all our lunches/snacks to make it easier. Wish us luck!