Day THIRTY FIVE

WOW it has already been over 30 days now on the diet and I feel pretty good. I feel like I could have done better, but I am discovering that even with HCG it is all about your emotional state and readiness. I have had a few days in the first month where I was just needing a little somethin' off the diet plan. I knew this would stop the weight loss, but did it anyways. Most of the times I felt horrible afterwards. I would have a small bite of something "bad" and would feel like WHY did I just do that?? Why did I just sabotage myself. Then I would start thinking well I already screwed up for the day so I might as well keep going.... then I would eat something else not on my diet plan. This is what prevented my ultimate weight loss in the first month. I know this, I am not denying it and am going to try a bit harder this second round to do even better. I am going to push myself to lose the FULL thirty pounds in thirty days. I know I can do it, it's just getting my mind to stay fully focused and willing. So far I can notice some wonderful things like clothing fitting a bit better, my arms looking thinner, my face looking different. Next month I hope to have a dramatic difference to where people really stop to notice. I am in this thing until my goal weight is achieved. Let's get little Jen!!!